exhale

sometimes up sometimes down
it's so simple when they said "be patient..keep moving forward..everything is gonna be alright.."
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh my God please i have no power to face it again.
its too hurt when i realized that i love him
as Endah n Rhesa said in their music "i love you but its not so easy to make you here with me...~"
I've got tired!
I'm mad !
I feel so exhausted!!!
I wanna scream out that i will be okay without you!
you're really gimme many fake's act
you treats me like i'm a gummy
:|

fellas from abroad

it was around a year ago met up with you Kathryn McNamara from Washington DC USA .
glad to know you wish we could meet up again :D

INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING'10 (WONDER WOMAN VERSION)

see's paradise taste good

save palestine !

a b c d

still a dream

in every dreams i saw you were standing there
waiting for some reason that you holding hand
then you back to your chair that were i am here
you ask me some questions "why you waiting for?"

another day that i faced always find you there
even just a dreaming i feel you were real
now you smiling at me and slowly come to me
you give me a letter that you loving me..


*oh i can't imagine if my dream come true..
 you really love me and so i do..
 I Love You..



NB : it's my second song hope everyone could enjoy it :)

:)

M    O    V    E                  
O    N

why?

time change into a labyrinth memories, there was standing a liitle hope with many tears inside.
as a wave gazeling to uncontrollable spot
sometimes up above and suddenly down below
anything possible but not in a sin moment
curious, tired, love, care, flat, dizzy and sick are packed in a small place called heart
will I be able to see you everyday when you decide to left me back?
 or you'll hug me tight without excuse from me as always you did then you smile at me and pretend that everything goings well as you tought even the facts are different?
ah
you.
yes, why you?
i've tired to wait
i think i'll gonna give up
there is no possible in me ever

goodbye my lover

so it is called hurt?
we seperated in the end..
nor because of we dont love each other but it was all because of the bullshit situation..
you said that we will be alright then but i always worries about that, because i know we will seperated for sure and we wouldn't keep in touch like today we did..
you were left me here,
i know you feel hard to leave me too
but how i can face this world without you near me?
i just too scared too know that you're far away from me..
i'll gonna miss you
thank you that you ever touch my heart and also being part of my life..
but swear,, it hard for me to say goodbye..
thankyou for everything you did to me..
thankyou and so long :'(