hooo :o

silakan merapat para ide datang padaku..tapi tunggu dulu yah buat sang makro apalagi si mikro yang kerjaanya menuh-menuhin isi otak aja..tolong saya lagi krisis otak
hadeuuhh tak jua aku temu mimpi itu
gimana caranya coba?????
how come kalo kata orang sanah mah..
yah apa aja lah yang penting keluar jangan sampai kelihatan lagi
menghilang *tringgg
terus lupa
hehhe maunya sih gitu tapi ya harus dihadapi
tapi runyam,,tv yg jelek sinyal aja bagus masih kelihatan serdadu semut putih dan hitam
lah saya? serdadu mikroba iya ditambah tali berjelimet disana sini
coba mau gimana lagi??
haaaa sudah jangan dihiraukan
let see

something lost

empty
cold
winding
whispering wind
something lost
missing..

Vin *lovestuck* by Silvija Pejic

wow its true :o

after i was spent my holiday at megalith sites i had some talks with abah- yes we called it- he said that Nusantara is a place that owesome..why? yep we are ARYA's citizen..how surprisingly he said that Nusantara with all it citizen has a graet dNA called O119xxx (i forgot). it comes from Nabi Nuh who has have JKL dNA and produce JK L dNA. L dNA produce MN and NO dNA and NO dNA produce O dNA and it also a dNA which means a great dNA in this world.
wow i was so surprise with it. and also he said Nabi Adam turned down to earth and a teritory that he landed was in Nusantara
subhanallah :o

you,you and you!

another day at over the rainbow,
you,you and you were mad of me even hates me
i just have one big question for you,you and you..
are you really a hypocryte?
you were said to me that you'll be kind everytime.
yes you did it in front of me,
then what did you do behind me huh?
i really dissapointed of you you and you!
my respects was coming down
i wish i never found another you you and you

Moon on the water by the Dying Breed

Verse 1:
E         Esus4
Full moon sways
C#m           B                 Esus4
Gentle in the night of one fine day
E     Esus4
On my way
C#m           B              Esus4
Looking for a moment with my dear

Verse 2:
E         Esus4
Full moon waves
C#m           B              Esus4
Slowly in the surface of the lake
E        Esus4
You were there
C#m           B                  Esus4
Smiling in my arms for all those years

Chorus:
       C#m  
What a fool?
Esus4               E
I don't know about tomorrow
B               F#m    
What its like to be
Esus4
Ah~~~~~~
        C#m
I was a fool
Esus4                  E
Couldn't let myself to go
B             F#m
Even though I feel
Esus4
The end...

Verse 3:
E        Esus4
Old love affair
C#m             B                Esus4
Floating like a bird resting her wings
E       Esus4
You are there~~
C#m           B                  Esus4
Smiling in my arms for all those years

(Repeat Chorus)
(Instrumental)
(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
E         Esus4
Full moon sways
C#m           B                 Esus4
Gentle in the night of one fine day
E        Esus4
You were there
C#m           B                  Esus4
Smiling in my arms for all those years

Made by TiDaN in cooperation with bogus <3

trust

giving and accepting..
yep 2 words with different meaning but it will be owesome if you can combine in yer lifetime..
here i am trying to give everything that i have to others and accepting my fears, hates, happy, love dissapointed, anger, fun and all feeling that i have then with open heart and open mind i will accept all of those feels..
its not all about me its not all about you but its all about us..

Ichimaru Gin

Blue eyes Blue - eric Clapton

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one whod stay forever.
But now forevers come and gone
And Im still here alone.

Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heavens gone away
And Im out in the cold.

Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldnt see it,
I guess I couldnt see it till I saw goodbye.

Chorus

Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

Chorus

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

exhale

sometimes up sometimes down
it's so simple when they said "be patient..keep moving forward..everything is gonna be alright.."
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh my God please i have no power to face it again.
its too hurt when i realized that i love him
as Endah n Rhesa said in their music "i love you but its not so easy to make you here with me...~"
I've got tired!
I'm mad !
I feel so exhausted!!!
I wanna scream out that i will be okay without you!
you're really gimme many fake's act
you treats me like i'm a gummy
:|

fellas from abroad

it was around a year ago met up with you Kathryn McNamara from Washington DC USA .
glad to know you wish we could meet up again :D

INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING'10 (WONDER WOMAN VERSION)

see's paradise taste good

save palestine !

a b c d

still a dream

in every dreams i saw you were standing there
waiting for some reason that you holding hand
then you back to your chair that were i am here
you ask me some questions "why you waiting for?"

another day that i faced always find you there
even just a dreaming i feel you were real
now you smiling at me and slowly come to me
you give me a letter that you loving me..


*oh i can't imagine if my dream come true..
 you really love me and so i do..
 I Love You..



NB : it's my second song hope everyone could enjoy it :)

:)

M    O    V    E                  
O    N

why?

time change into a labyrinth memories, there was standing a liitle hope with many tears inside.
as a wave gazeling to uncontrollable spot
sometimes up above and suddenly down below
anything possible but not in a sin moment
curious, tired, love, care, flat, dizzy and sick are packed in a small place called heart
will I be able to see you everyday when you decide to left me back?
 or you'll hug me tight without excuse from me as always you did then you smile at me and pretend that everything goings well as you tought even the facts are different?
ah
you.
yes, why you?
i've tired to wait
i think i'll gonna give up
there is no possible in me ever

goodbye my lover

so it is called hurt?
we seperated in the end..
nor because of we dont love each other but it was all because of the bullshit situation..
you said that we will be alright then but i always worries about that, because i know we will seperated for sure and we wouldn't keep in touch like today we did..
you were left me here,
i know you feel hard to leave me too
but how i can face this world without you near me?
i just too scared too know that you're far away from me..
i'll gonna miss you
thank you that you ever touch my heart and also being part of my life..
but swear,, it hard for me to say goodbye..
thankyou for everything you did to me..
thankyou and so long :'(

..................

i know showing up my problems out will makes the others get a sympathic, but it has a short time..for every problems that i exposed to, people will feel exhausted of it..sometimes being unknown is good for me, my family my friends and people around are no need ask "why?"..i dont wanna to answer for every thought they were think, for every seen they were see directly to me and every words they said..i dont care at all so i wish they should not gimme some care too..
sorry but i still trying for keepin' the best of me and also give all the best in me to others around me who caring me either hates me :)

i'm sorry that i love you

every words i say, every moment i have and every thought i think are still on you..

i dont know why?

but ya, really i enjoy it.

it seems like i do something that is banned.

sure it is SIN

i'm too stuck on you, i was sink on your care and every smile you gave

i forced my self to make a big big space with you

but im nothing without you

i still keep my feelin' away from you

you're too far come to inside of me

when you said that you really care to me

slowly i knew you loved me but you stuck on your trouble sin too

everyday i started to accept my feelin that i'm so in love with you

then i knew i love someone and i could give a same way to love someone without a trouble

please

please get out of here

get away from me

let me see you here and watch out that you'll happy with yours

while i'm waiting for the true one (aamiin)

yes i know i can

when i started to understand someone, there is so many mystery that i cant hold on until i break my views up. it seems like i playing some role play that many scenses inside, i've got some scenes that i have to play with..after that i just lookin' on to the stage then i just wait for my turns again..


hmm, from now and so on i have to learn self denial,, i must go on with my hand because i'm not able to holding to someone's hand..
yes I CAN DO !!!

"ORATE PRO NOBIS"

a gate from many years ago was standing until now at TPU.Pandu Bandung. "ORATE PRO NOBIS" is a words that drawn below being some witnesses that a peace was here and still peace until now

so poor you are hey hipocrite!

is it important for me ???? definetely NO !!! hey wake up ! you dont even realize what will happen to you through your ways..Hipocryte?? uhhh there will somebody kick you out and spit at you !

come on ! enjoy and be realistic ! dont ever masked yer face with some hipocritical paint..
ok but you have to forgive it..just let it spread to the unimmortality sounds and wounds..
HAHAAHAHA you act like you're a clown. smile and did something fun to makes the other being happy and laughing at you..and that time you were erased that faking mask than you've got anger, sad, regret and also sacrificed.. saw yer face at the mirror then you will hate your self " why i did it? but i love it and i hate it??"
hahah that's funny !

THAT WHAT I AM..

you know what? when you decided to change yer mind also yer life, there is so many uncomfortable moment that you have to faced ! yep.. i'm in at that situation...i prefer to be an idiot girl when almost all my friends stir some competition up, running faster and faster without thingking what will happen with them because i know the truth..
sometimes i've tired too much thingking that i have to be alright along day..and i did i do and will do anything thant makes me find a better of me..
dreaming without action, doing without thingking, laughing without caring means nothing...
always pretending that i'm alright, cause my God always know everything what i need at the time then He will change my pretend act to a real good condition and finally i've got many happiness for sure...yes THAT WHAT I AM..
here to be living all my life even its always come with a flat or waving story..
i hate being a complicated person.. many people makes something more confusing then the facts..oh geez what the hell they did??


want to know about how you could enjoy yer life?
hmm that so simple
just ENJOY ^^

Loves each other

the Old Stuff should be there on there