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i know showing up my problems out will makes the others get a sympathic, but it has a short time..for every problems that i exposed to, people will feel exhausted of it..sometimes being unknown is good for me, my family my friends and people around are no need ask "why?"..i dont wanna to answer for every thought they were think, for every seen they were see directly to me and every words they said..i dont care at all so i wish they should not gimme some care too..
sorry but i still trying for keepin' the best of me and also give all the best in me to others around me who caring me either hates me :)

i'm sorry that i love you

every words i say, every moment i have and every thought i think are still on you..

i dont know why?

but ya, really i enjoy it.

it seems like i do something that is banned.

sure it is SIN

i'm too stuck on you, i was sink on your care and every smile you gave

i forced my self to make a big big space with you

but im nothing without you

i still keep my feelin' away from you

you're too far come to inside of me

when you said that you really care to me

slowly i knew you loved me but you stuck on your trouble sin too

everyday i started to accept my feelin that i'm so in love with you

then i knew i love someone and i could give a same way to love someone without a trouble

please

please get out of here

get away from me

let me see you here and watch out that you'll happy with yours

while i'm waiting for the true one (aamiin)